green hula` hoops

yes.

2006-03-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

i think im happier living in my own world, without you in it.=DD

Ahh.we lost the 2nd round of debates to cedar girls'.BUT NEVER MIND!. we shall work harder=DD.
I LOVE RUNNING SO MUCH.
ilikeathletics.
i cant stand litter.please keep the environment clean.SAVE THE EARTH.=DD
Night.

i cant believe it.

2006-02-11T22:46:00.000+08:00

Hmm.was at bugis junction today.it was super cool lah, i mean the building opposite it.it's like the toni and guy's salon building.it has become some trendy zone.
night.bright neon lights.RAIN's song!!.OMG.super super cool.=D

sardine puff says:
jialiang.im sorry for shouting at u over the phone on fri.i was jus very anxious over the notebooks and things werent done properly and i felt unprepared and in a way incomplete.u were actually suppose to get it on thurs and u said u went to three bookstores to find but there werent any.but on fri u jus went to one and u could find.so i was angry over that too as it sounded really ridiculous...
sardine puff says:
plus, we couldnt buy as the three of us had to do our stuff and lynette injured her feet..
sardine puff says:
so u were the only one who could do it.
sardine puff says:
then it's like after the whole thing, we like pretended nothing happened. and i didnt feel that good lah.cos it'll be like we're hypocrites.

this was wad i typed to jialiang.and he said it was okay., i felt a need to say sorry as i really dont like this fakeness hanging around.knowing that something happened but pretending it didnt and plainly acting like we're cool with one another.THAT"S NOT MY STYLE.=D
actually right, he called me a slut and said i was stupid. im suppose to be angry. but somehow im not lah. cos i noe im not that kind of a person. if i was, i would have become the world's most hated human being.LOL.
(tell me u love me k?)ahahahs.=DDD
plus, i never knew that guys can be bitchy too.
well, it's over and im glad.
Fann's nice.

Oh, i realised something about Joanne Chew Yun Bing.ahahahs.when it's time to play, she'll play. BUT when it's time to get down to business, she's really dead serious.and i mean it.it's like her "leo" qualities will be out.lols.-- and actually, i find it hard to get my points, wadever i want to say, across to her.but i think it's like good that she's serious.it means we can get things done chop chop and well.=D
She's now like my goodie good friend.Debates drew us closer and we actually shared quite a lot of stuff with one another.i really enjoy talking to her. Everytime after i talked to her, i feel 'excited' in a way.ahhaas.
i absolutely, 100%, do not think she's a piss-off.=DDD whoever cant see the beauty in her would most probably be blind.really blind.
we won the first round of debates!!.two more to go!the others said i did well but i didnt feel i did.i was a bit jumpy and all.='(to be honest, i felt i could have done better."so high expectations of urself for wad??".--it's not tt lah.it's like i really didnt like my performance lah.it's not the way i usually speak.Ahh...
BUT IT's all over now.=Dso dont have to think so much.lols.

i love the earth.i like jeep.i got b3 for chinese 'o'-lvls.slightly disappointed as i hoped to get an a.but i did my best and i kinda expected it lah. i only got a pass for oral and stupid questal showed off and told me she got merit for a oral. wad a show-off.+_+

oh..

2006-02-07T18:15:00.000+08:00

i fell down while walking today.so stupid.NOT ME>the ground.It was uneven.
my blog sucks with the "OPPS!My image for this link is no longer here."

Weee..i learned how to cooked potato croquette today.=DD
For choices program, i got COOKING!!..and now.im onmy way to becoming a chef!!!.yay me!!.
Dont feel like blogging now.Lol.
---Get ur facts right before approaching someone and telling them that i think u're a hypocrite.ahahahhas..=)

im blogging.

2006-02-04T19:21:00.000+08:00

look at the top.
i got it from the song of "GET THE BUZZ ON MAGGIE"!.super cool.i think it makes lots of sense.=)

A BAD THING HAPPENED!!i saved template changes.then now my picture of the ferris wheel is gone.DAMN SAD LAH..must wait for questal to get back to help me='( SUPER QUESTAL TO THE RESCUE!!!!

WEEEEEE!!!i enjoy listening to christian music.It keeps me calm.HUMMM..=D
LITTLE SISTER LISTENS TO WHATEVER THE BIG SISTER LISTENS TO.
i think.at least i do.hahahhaha..i jus dont listen to EISLEY. i dont like MOULIN ROUGE.
i like SNOW PATROL.
i like SWITCHFOOT.
i like THE ALL AMERICAN REJECTS.
----------------------------------------------
i like KEANU REEVES.
i like HEATH LEDGER.
i like JIM CARREY.
=D

i have so many things to juggle and i dont even noe if i can handle all that i have now.
ATHLETICS, DEBATES, SAILING.not forgetting my STUDIES.!!-i have like so many tests!it's like every week there will be about two or more tests. I always reach home about 7.50, close to 8.
BUT I KNOW I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME!.yippie!. im jus gonna do my best lah.NO WORRIES MATE.!He's gonna carry me.hehehhehe.

THOU SHALL NOW END AND GO DO DEBATES STUFF.
i love God,niang, questal, daddy, fiona, joanne(cousin), louis(cousin), second mother, shuning, joanne, mun yee, qinyu, ru hui, dorea,.........and the list go on.
i think i like love everyone lah.I JUST DISLIKE MR ******.-inari.
may ur eyes not bleed.

happy chinese new year

2006-01-30T20:28:00.000+08:00

yay!.HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all.=DDDDD

i prefer christmas to chinese new year.LOL.cos to me, Christmas is more meaningful than chinese new year..Saya is now at my cousin's hse and im blogging!!woOooWEEE!!
SIAN..it's chinese new year and i still have loads of homework.
FANN:"MR Wee, if u give us homework, im gonna kill myself."
MR WEE:"Then, i think u better go prepare."
>>>>>...............................................................................
SO STUPID LAH!!!!!.heck!

CASE SENSITIVE::
i think im quite a religious person.lOLs..i wouldnt marry(maybe even fall in love with) a person who isnt of the same religion as me.
"if u love me, become a buddhist/taoist/muslim/..........(any other religions)"
i think this would put a woman in a difficult position.
LOVE for GOD VS LOVE for a MAN.?!?!?WAH LAO!..how to choose?!?!?!??!!?
i think for most women who have been in love before,who have tasted how it is llike to be in a relationship, it would be a tough decision.
cos im wrinkled, flabby, smelly and have green teeth, i dont have much priviledge to like a person and be liked in return.ahahhahas.

i like potatoes.and pancakes.=DDD

weepee!!

2006-01-13T17:34:00.000+08:00

Life's good on NICKELODEON!!!.-did i spell correctly??
OKAYES..it's good to be blogging again.=DD. A blog is for me to type whatever i want!!FREEDOM OF SPEECH!!!
QUESTAL!!..i made these spacings by myself.hehe.AREN'T i SMART??

School just started not long ago.So far, it has been great.!
i like MRS CHEE.-chemistry teacher.The BEST teacher u can ever get.!
i like MR FOO-a maths teacher.Loud, clear voice that wouldnt make u feel like sleeping.
i like MISS ANG-cos i can ask her 101 questions and she always does her best to answer, though she'll get irritated sometimes.=D
i like WEI LAO SHI-new chinese teacher. He's very cute.-->fat fat one.hehehe.

i think most of my friends are the chinese chinese kind.(cheena)--they are the sort of ppl *******(cannot say, later e person get sued)wouldnt want to mingle with.My friends listen to chinese songs, converse mainly in mandarin and stuff.--they eat nian gao during chinese new year, know all the chinese festivals.etc.-->i dont even noe lah.LOL.im the oppostite of them. However i like them the way they are. When u really like a person, u will accept her for who she is.So i think i've reach the stage of maturity.-im no longer thinking that good friends shld like the same things, think in the same manner.YAY!!!.

I WANT TO KNOW THE HISTORY OF CHINA!!.SUPER COOL.!. i think that chinese is a good subject.hehehehe.=DDDD

haha.

2005-12-11T22:12:00.000+08:00

blog under construction.

art

2005-12-07T13:58:00.000+08:00

i do not have a streak of artistic talent in me.hehe.=D.And because of tt, im reallie proud of myself.I MADE A SUPER NICE CHRISTMAS CUM BIRTHDAY CARD>hehe. yay me!!.even Qq said it was nice.She said it was the nicest card i have ever made. LOL.My mother says it looks like some primary school student's artwork. NEVER MIND."Niang" is forever saying my artworks are like those of a primary sch kid. She cannot appreciate artworks of innocence.hehehe..=DDD.From now, i think im gonna call my mother "niang".i think it's cool.

went out with Qinyu yesterday.JUS THE BOTH OF US>we're HAPPY.=D
went to look for PPK's present.lol.we spent the whole time there but manage only to get 1/2 of the present.SIAN.
i couldnt find beautiful christmas cards.haiz..
THE SEARCH SHALL CONTINUE!!.
playing mahjong tml.--never play before.dont noe how to play.BUT. thou will learn how to play.yay!!.
gonna make yummilicious hot dog bread.IF FANN CAN COOK, SO CAN YOU.
[my aunty says YAN cannot cook.His food isnt nice.She went to one of his cooking seesions(in the tv studio) last time.Being part of the audience, she got to sample his food.She said the food was horrible.hehehee..]

stupid

2005-12-01T11:16:00.000+08:00

stupid Qq.until now my blogskin's still the same.NEVER CHANGE>

WENT to orchard the other time by MYSELF!-no life. ANd i met a stupid, stinking girl.U noe those ppl who ask u for donations along the road???.well, the girl's one of them.THen she walked up to me.ANd i said POLITELY," BU YAO." (DONT WANT in chinese).DO U NOE HOW SHE REPLIED???? "WO YOU JIANG WO YAO WEN NI MEH????"--she answered damn rudely lah.I wanted to slap her face ar.BUT..i cant do anything wad.Later she call her "kors" and "cias"-sisters lah.dont noe how to spell..and beat me up.--use cigarette butts to burn my skin and stuff.ahahhas..
the very thought of this incident still makes my blood boil."BUBBLES!BUBBLES!"

i havent start work yet.hehehe..but i dont reallie want to work anymore.If i work, i think i'll be working alone--no friedns and it's no FUN.Lol.Plus, im not reallie in need of money or anything.i have one more month before school starts and i want to enjoy myself.Probably do something meaningful.Bake cookies, make christmas cards, make presents.HOW??HOW?HOW??.tt's always the problem with me.i always rush to make decisions.NEVER go and think properly.And i'll always end up regretting.HIAZ..i think i'll work for a week then quit.SWEET>.=DDD
END.FRIENDSTER HATES ME>i cant post pictures again.sian.

GREEN

2005-11-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

the only thing i like about GREEN DAY..is the "green".ahahahas..
i dont reallie like them.They're like so short(as compared to other caucasians)and yet, they still wear their pants so low.--make them look shorter..-but i guess tt's their image.+_+

Came back from camp today.The BBQ's nice..-JUSTIN=>dustbin man..so funny.=DD..he's the one who got the fire started.GOOD.!
WAH..we ate $30 worth of chicken wings."THANKS ASHWIN!!U"RE THE BEST".--the chicken wings are very delicious..yummie.!!!
i wasnt able to stay up.i slept at 12.40am.that's quite late as compared to my normal sleeping time.(took a nap earlier on..so not tt sleepy now.SO IM BLOGGING!!)
mr ******--the inari(must censor, later i get sued.ahhahs.)had his morning mood swings.A big part of moi dislikes him. He's so egolistic, dogmatic(with his "whatever" ways), hypocritical(w/o realising it himself)--"Every one's entitled to his or her own opinion."--then he forces his own opinions on u.He claims he doesnt care wad others think of him when he actually does.Sheesh!!.BUT 1/24 of his personality is a character trait known as "niceness".--am i making sense??lols..He's nice when he's reasonable lah.

THOU SHALL GO SLEEP NOW>
NO PAIN!!NO PAIN!!!NO PAIN!!

yayness!

2005-11-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

OOOHO.wEEEe..HAAGEN-DAZS hired me!!.$_$-->FANN is earning solid cash during the holidays!!..my first job!!.I think it's reallie fun working.=DD..my mother allowed me since it was the holidays..teehee..she wants me to study hard.-too bad lah.im the genius of the family..=DD.hehehe..--my ego got bigger..hahax..kidding lah..!!!

I want to change my blogskin.But i dont noe how.im such a computer idiot.!!..i need QUESTAL to help me..MY SUPER BIG SIS>!!..hahahaha..DA JIE!!.-yuck!!.
"i want to change my blogskin.Help me can?", FANN said.
"Change loh.",Questal replied, nodding her head at the same time.
This scene has been repeating since before sch ended.HIAZ..='( BARNACLES!!. TO QUESTAL:
DEAR BIG SISTER,
This is FANN.HELP ME WITH MY BLOGSKIN CAN??????=DD
THANK U.LOVE U.GOD BLESS U.
kk..midnight anime time.=DDi like crabs.yummie.tummie.bummie.

coward

2005-11-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

im a coward.HEAR ME MOOOO..=DD..i cant be like joanne--the girl who dares to add the certain someone on friendster.BUT..I CANT..-- ask me to do other things i can lah..but not such stuff..EEEee..E.

work for the past 2 days was quite fun=D..i learnt how to make latte, cappucino, americano and espresso.OOOhHhoOO..i got to try different ice creams too.--i tried GREEN TEA}.suck like crazy.i bet those who order green tea ice cream probably do not have working taste buds.their tongues are paralysed or something..the custard pudding sucks too..ahahas..

Mmm..i have lots of question on my mind now.GONNA ASK JULIA ON SUNDAY..hehehe..=DD..im reallie reallie tired.going to wake up at 8.58 to watch my anime at 9 tml..lols.WORK's at 12..
RAIN ROCKS}=D.--i noe it's jus a matter of time before i get over him..just like matt damon.tooloos..

BACK FROM CAMP!

2005-11-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

OH YEAH!!.IM BACK FROM CAMP!!--CAMP ROCKS BIG TIME!!(except for the first day lah..-stupid inari(mr anwari..shh..)-->stupid, egolistic, wants to be on SURIA man.)
Sailing was reallie fun!!..The wind was damn strong and the waves were very choppy..hehe..i sailed with Ah boon..cos my knee not tt strong yet!!..=D..hahas.
IT WAS SUPERKALOFRAGELISTICXPIALODOCIOUS FUN!!.We took turns sailing..when my knees couldnt take it anymore..BOON took over."SUPER BOON TO THE RESCUE!!"..
THE NICE Part of camp was the few hours before lights out.All of us(except for a small few of ppl) went to boon's room and we played games and had lots and lots of fun!!..YUMMIE!!=DD

RAIN!!
i love RAIN man!!!!.ahahahas..he's damn cute when he smiles lah..and he's body is nice..=D.MUSCULAR.VERY WELL-TONED.hehehe...=DD.. he can sing too.hahahhaa..=Ppp..END>.

aiya..

2005-10-31T21:06:00.000+08:00

i like reading joanne's blog..'cos the words are reallie big.--very reader-friendly.!

i went to sempang bedok today with wenyu, hui ping, peck ki, shuning, mun yee, chu ying, qinyu and michelle to eat PRATAS=D..yummy!i ate mushroom cheese and onion pratas.They taste so good!.BAGUS!!..hehe..then after that we went to tampines mall to waste time..lols.AND IM HAPPY TO ANNOUNCE>>
IM FREE!!..no more exams!..O-levels's OVER!!..it's gone!!..hiphiphurray!!!!...

um...actually, for the whole of last week, there was this strong dislike for certain ppl brewing inside me.--i dont noe why..i dont reallie want to hate or dislike ppl..but i jus cant help it.The way to fight hatred or dislike is actually thru love.--but this seems like mission impossible.??hahas..=D...

LIST OF PPL WHOM I LIKE A LOT!!:(friends)
-MUN YEE
-SHUNING
-WENYU
-PECKKI
-QINYU
-MICHELLE
-CHUYING
-DERRON
-JOYCELYN
-JOANNE
-LILIAN
-CHENGYING
-CHERYL
-SAMANTHA
-DOREA
-ROO HUI
i think tt's all for now..when i think of more..i'll type them in..hehe..

waiting

2005-10-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

im waiting for shuning to send the project over to me..and currently..i have no idea wad to do..
It's gonna be 12 am in bout 10 mins time..GOSH!
I think this is the second time shuning and i are doing our projects through MSN..
kimberly and shuning came over to my house earlier ontoday to do the project..but somehow..my computer got jammed up and i wasnt able to save the project..The stupid computer than shut down by itself..and "woosh"..everything's gone..and now--The both of us are redoing it..WAH..>
i think we are damn poor thing..
WE HAVE A GREAT SENSE OF RESPOSIBILITY!!!=D..we cant leave work undone..AhhAHhaax...want to do..do ur best mah..RIGHT????lols..

hiaz..i need my sleeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppp!!!!..ZZZzzzzZZ..my eyes hurt..0_0

so bored!!

2005-10-15T16:10:00.000+08:00

im so bored!!!*yawn*..and tired too..i slept at 11.30pm and woke up at 9.25am..Stupid biological clock..once i wake up..i cant sleep back..unless im super ultra duper tired..=DD>.
oOOHo!!..i sewed something!!..i sewed TWO things..a car and a bear that looks like a cat...but heck..im still proud of myself..it takes loads of patience and of course, skill, to be able to put two pieces of cloth and make them into a beautiful product..=im seriously a genius..ahahahhaa..

Went to parkway parade with Questal yesterday..ate mos burger at macafe..=D.tooloos..wahaha..the wind was reallie reallie strong..leaves were flying everywhere..a tissue paper got caught up by the wind and was smack right across Q's face..damn funny!!!..--------too bad.this didnt happen..lols..=Pp..i met amirul and shuning's cousin..i cant rmb her name..she couldnt recognise me cos of my short hair..hehe..

i cant post pictures on friendster..i guess friendster hates me..

i went to the National Library..damn big..hahax..mun yee and i took the escalator all the way up to the 9th floor..only to find out that all the storybooks are in B1..damn stupid..but it was fun "exploring"..=D..after borrowing 5 books each..we took the lift to the 11th storey..--i cant rmb rite..AND ..i did the "superman" thing..reallie fun!!..--learnt it from "my boyfriend is type B".,. the toilet looks like the one at east coast food centre..
we met allie, shu ning , michelle, jessica..=D..wad a coincidence!!
dingdangdong..END..i forgot to water my plant today..lolx.

haha day:D

2005-10-12T21:14:00.000+08:00

"PRAISE HIM PRAISE HIM PRAISE HIM IN EVERYTHING!!""..YAY!!..GO JESUS!!=DD.

HAHAS..i went out with qinyu, peck ki and wenyu today..we went to watch CORPSE'S BRIDE at plaza singapura..and we met quite a number of ppl..(they watched the same movie too!!)--Nicky, Vernice, Shuyi and Clarrisa..and we met some girls from Sec 2 too..Fringe-paster and gang..hehehehehe....=DD..
LOUD LAUGH!!..
The movie was quite short.i think it's reallie sweet..it jus says one thing.:"TRUE LOVE WILL ALWAYS PREVAIL"!..ahahaha..im a genius..!!..

AND YAY!!..i got my hair cut..it's so exciting..i got it cut yesterday..Questal kinda got her's permed..it's not very curly...AND yesterday was the last day of the exams!!.i can finally heave a sigh of relief..boohoo..yesterday was also shuhuan's birthday..aiyah..i jus simply cant be bothered to blog about it..gonna waste my energy..BY the way..the war ended earlier on..before exams..and if ppk hadnt been with me yesterday..i think i would have started world war 2..
i kinda felt like rubbish, like crap, like bullshit yesterday..--thanks to them...Oh well..they're still my friends and we've been through so much..=K..

oOHoo..i think the earthquake's reallie terrible..millions of ppl are actually homeless and over 600,000 are believed to be dead..im so saddened by the whole thing..i pray that God will bless and bring comfort to the ppl..take away their sorrows..the question that's most probably in ppl's mind rite now is.. "why did GOD allow such things to happen??"..well to that question.i have no answer..but i've always believed that all things happen for a reason..At least there's a silver lining in this disaster...Pakistan finally accepted India's help..--i read it from today's paper..=DD.both countries have never been on good terms.. after this however, they were able to overlook their differences and help one another..YAY!!..

CANT WAIT TO GO TO THE NATIONAL LIBRARY TML!!..weEEEee!!!:Ppp!

the saga continues!.

2005-09-09T21:03:00.000+08:00

THIS WAR isnt jus bout u ppl.it's bout us too..
okies..to WU SHUHUAN:can u please dont type the letters one big one small??bloody irritating..and im the one who call u..over the phone to apologise okay???NOT u.>>.

And jus because u ppl sacrificed ur sleep time and we didnt, doesnt mean that we are not concern and dont want to salvage this friendship okay??Get this straight. We jus cannot be bothered anymore.U guys only bothered to stop and think only when things get this bad. I bet that if i didnt start war with siew mai, u guys wouldnt have rmbed that we still exist and u wouldnt have noticed how we've reallie been feeling all these while.

" friendS arE noT juZ abT goinG ouT togetheR u noE.. itZ abT noT talkinG tO eacH otheR feR a lonG tyM buT stiLL understandS eacH otheR"..--i get wad u're trying to say but im sorrie, as u ppl say, u've changed,so how do u expect me to understand??..

"stayinG aS veH guD frenZ doesnT meaN u wiLL haF tO sticK togetheR lyK supeR gluE dE waT.. "..we dont have to stick to each other like super glue..we're not even close..UR NP FRENS ARE CHOSEN OVER US>
, u ppl rather go play, go out with the NP ppl..And i will never ever forget the time when u said:"i rather go out with the NP ppl."--so tt's when we went out with samantha and gang..And even when it's jus assembly, u ppl prefer to sit with ur NP frens..it was only on teachers' day that PZ bothered to sit with us.where were u and siew mai??u guys wanted to sit with the NP ppl but jus that "u ppl got lost from them"..--u ppl were the ones who started neglecting us..i noe u're the madam and stuff and have to do proposals etc etc,..BUT LOOK!!..even during school time, u ppl choose NP ppl over US!!!!..

"yuyu caN understanD y zheN n i duncH haF thE tyM tO gO ouT witH u aLL.. cuZ shEs oshO frM uniforM grP.. shE noE tt suM oF eM iN heR ccA oshO liddaT dE.. shE caN understanD.. y canT u?? "..Ask urself..Qinyu's also from uniform group.but why is she able to have time for us and u cant??WAD??ur CCA very good.hers lousy??

"juZ lyK i'vE nvR thoT tt bY sittinG witH thE guyS wiLL maK u n mummY tO thinK tt waE.."..we dont mind u ppl sitting with the boys..but if u ever think about ur actions, u ppl are obviously separating urself from us..

I bet that to all these, u'll come up with an excuse and reasoning.cos we can never be right.u ppl are jus too self-centered..AND WHO SAYS U DIDNT HAVE A CHANCE TO TOK???
AND please use ur brain!!..OF course i dont want to lose u ppl but if reallie no choice, then i dont mind..cos im jus so sick and tired of all these...OKAY???

friends?

2005-09-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

Kuantan Chpt 2:
okies..chpt 2 of the kuantan trip's about my friends>
WE're drifting apart!!..boohoo!!..--During the 4 days trip, we had a discussion on sunday night at the hotel.i thought it was stupid lah..cos things didnt work out and the next day, we jus acted like normal--shuhuan helped me as my knees were killing me and stuff..i took photos with them..i said bye to siew mai..blah. ,
i think my smile's rather fake.that's peizhen in black, siew min with the super red face and shuhuan's the one whom we're(siew mai and i) pushing aside. Look at ppk's "not happy" face.hahax..and shuning's beside peizhen.there's zhi peng, jonathan Khoo. and gavin.

On the first night, we stayed in a plantation.Siew mai and shuhuan slept together in a room.we asked if they wanted to come join us.but they said no. In the end, shuning, ppk ,peizhen, kimberly, peishan, yiting and i squeezed into a room and all 7 of us shared 2 beds.-we were scared..lolx..=]

Well, the following morning, shuhuan told peizhen tt the both of them(siew mai and shuhuan) discussed and agreed that all of us are drifting apart.--wad imbeciles!!.who's to blame?? During the whole bus journey and stuff, the both of them were the ones who were separating themselves from us. They chose to sit with the boys, away from us.For lunch, dinner, breakfast(well during all the eating times) they were the ones who preferred to sit with the boys-zhao geng, zhi peng, adam, gavin, jonathan, darren etc.i cant rmb...and now they say we're drifting apart.wad shit???

--Peizhen said she felt left out.cos she's usually with them-3B mah.and then now she's sitting with us instead of the 3B ppl.s..ya i can understand that.and maybe she doesnt notice it. but it was because she felt left out and wasnt having as much fun as them(sm and sh), that's why she's on our side. Earlier on, she was with us, saying SM and SH was how wad wad wad wad..then after awhile, after she had a small chat with SH, she told me she was okay with her.But on the second day when SM and SH still didnt sit with us for dinner, she said she was going to have a talk with SH--at the hotel.SHe, like us felt that they were flirting like crazy..So they had a talk lah.then she looked me up in my room and said SH and i had to talk..i said OKAY..so we talked and SH told me PZ was stuck in between.GOSH!!i felt like slapping PZ and tell her to stop being so fickle-minded!!Whose bloody side was she on??!?..

okies.anyway i talked to SH and told her everything lah..and she said i cant talk to siew mai now.cos when she's on holiday, her mood's not good and told me i can talk to her on mon, after the holidays.WAD THE??Do i have to make an appointment??if u want our stupid problem to be solved shouldnt we talk now??why wait till monday??,,then she not happy.then i not happy.i walk away--ATTITUDE AR.!!.hahax..

"knock!knock!"..PZ told me to go to SM and SH room to talk.--waste of my time sia!!..3 vs 1..i should have brought ppk along and we can fight together!!plus they didnt include shuning!!..i talked bout the sharing bed thing and how all 7 of us squeezed onto 2 beds and no one complained.-she said it was unfair..--OMG!..i told her everything in this world's unfair but we're all trying to make it fair..so should all of us be cut into the same size so that every one can get equal portion of the bed.and even if one person one bed, ppl should be cut up to equal sizes too.if not it'll be unfair to each one of them and to the beds..

ANd shuhuan talked bout us sitting together during reccess and not having a common topic to talk about.about us having different experiences.-okies if that's the case then all friends are labelled with an expiry date..only those in the same class can be friends.??And i said we can share each other experiences wad..And i told SM that i dont think she's reallie happy mixing with the NP ppl cos they dont go through the same experinces.and she said how would i noe.i wasnt her.-i have nothing to say to that.she's right.But see..she's listening to their NP experiences so why cant WE share each others??

And siew mai used mun yee against me."Mun yee says u're childish".-haha..like u're any more matre than me!!ANd bloody dont come and use mun yee against me!!.Then we argued bout who was more matue.-obviously it was me!..then PZ say"yi ren rang yi bu".."yi ren rang yi bu" then the problem will never be solved and it will arise again and matters will get worse.She said "no, it wouldnt".--so not!!jus like my knee problem.if i dont do anything bout it and continue to force myself to exercise.my condition will get worse..And then we argued "yes"."no"and on and on.Finally i was fed up.i left the room.

Oh oh.i also told PZ to go make up her mind on wad she wants.i told her dont care bout us and make ur own decision.She says"At least i think of others before myself!!"--uh..if u want to give to others, u first have to learn to give to urself..u have nothing..u give wad shit ar??that's why u're suffering and stuck in between..Tt night, PZ didnt return to our room(kim, shuning, pz and i shared a room) to sleep.-actually she was locked out lah..she chose to spend her time in their room wad and by the time she decides to return, we were all asleep..

The next morning, she sat with us for breakfast.but she sat with gavin on the bus.shuning then sat with kimberly..
The next next day, she slept in SM and SH room and sat with them and the boys for breakfast..
And to think shuning says she wouldnt dare to go sleep with them..

Anyway..i felt everything's so drama and reallie cant be bothered by them anymore..i dont mind losing them cos at least i still have shuning, ppk , mun yee, qinyu, keith...

Live ur life and i'll live mine.

back.

2005-09-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

yay!!..back from kuantan...wahahaha..From this trip, i gained knowledge, i made some new friends and was kissed by many many many many many many mosquitoes..--can die.GOSH!!

this trip was reallie educational..muahhaa..
we sat on a sampan and went to see fireflies.i tried my best to take a photo of them, but all i got was this..lolx..look close enough and u can see a red dot.

the cave was great too..there were many bats and their shit stink like crazy.their shits are hairy.lolx.i learned about stalactite, stalagmide and calcium pillar.the cave's called moonlight cave. this's one part of the cave..reminds me of the milk poured over ice kachang.

we went to this turtle sanctuary too.the baby turtles were so cute..turtles have metallic oxides in their head..and tt's why they are able to find the sea..=D..we got to watch the baby turtles being released into the sea too..out of 99 turtles, only 1 will survive..that's pathetic and very very sad..turtles are like close to extinction?? handsome turtle(beautiful shell) and baby turtles..

we went to pandan waterfall too and wade around in the water..like ducks.quack.
magnificent waterfall..(there's someone there walking away.'ruiner' of the pic)..and us..-shuning, kimberly, me, ppk, peishan and yiting(new friend!!)..

we went to Lake Chini and some mangrove swamp..lol..but i have no pics of them.all with Shuning..anyway..i kinda like mangroves now.used to hate them cos they're so dirty..buha..weehee.. Chpt 1 of Kuantan--closed.

i kinda enjoyed myself during this trip except for some sucky moments here and there..-more in Chpt 2.!=D

GOD LOVES U.

MAYBE.

2005-09-02T15:39:00.000+08:00

okies..maybe im a wee bit too sensitive over the bathtub thingy..--i admit okay PPK??
BUT even u(ppk) agree bout the cannot share bed part..
SO..CONCLUSION: We're both wrong..='(.--see..im reasonable..but i dont think i have the guts to go say to her."OKay lah.my fault.i was too sensitive.sorry."..and anyway not like she will say sorrie to me.. bleh.={..

i didnt tok to either of them today.i kinda glued my mouth and didnt say a single thing to them..wonder how long i can keep up with it??--but everytime i have "war" with shuhuan(i always have wars with her..siew mai first time.)..im like the first one to retreat..cos i dont want to lose my friends.??,,Maybe im jus soft..muhahaha..like muah chee..

im jus like contemplating if i should make the first move to apologise..i want to..but i kinda want to keep my pride and i lack the courage..--BTW..it's not good to have pride.IT gets in ur way...i can say it but i cant do it..it's difficult..hiaz...i hope there's an easier way out..

OH..during the holidays.we're gonna return the pen..=D..the guainess in us jus took over again...THREE CHEERS FOR ALL THE GUAI KIAS IN THE WORLD!!..
muhahahah..DDDC's BD's one month after mine..OH yeah!!..

empty.

2005-08-31T19:11:00.000+08:00

Primary school friends are way better than secondary school friends..HIAZ..
i had loads of fun with carrie, xinlin(she was with us for only awhile.), shi han(she grew!!), and hui min..and of course not forgetting MOONIE!!=D..they're a funny bunch..i jus kept laughing..Even though we were together for only a short while, we enjoyed each other's company. I think wad we share is true friendship.ANd i thank GOD for them.

For my secondary school friends..im not too sure wad we share is reallie true friendship.To me, the friendship that we have is jus on the surface.So much for 2A togetherness.So much for friends forever.So much for standing by u in times of trouble..So much for everything that u say. They're jus mere words that never quite turn into actions.---
u ppl dont make any effort to stay together..never make any effort to go out together.U're too busy to make time for us.I noe u want to put ur 100% best into ur CCA.but surely u can find a little time to slot ur friends in. NO more friends.CCA first..Even when it's assembly time, u ppl choose to sit with ur NP friends..Wad about us?? We hardly spent time with each other now and u dont even bother to sit with us..IT's just for 1 hour.Is that too much to ask for??

if u dont want to sleep with me then tell me..u dont have to keep saying that u cant sleep with the beds joined.i shall get u an inflatable bed for christmas(provided i have the money)..Dont tell me to sleep in the bath tub.i am insulted by that..and dont tell me u're joking.cos u werent at that moment.u were toking to peck ki.. ANd dont say im always snatching peck ki away.Which friend say such things??Friends are meant to be shared..u want her??u can have her all u want if that truly makes u happy.
i noe u guys had an arrangement early before we started on the project..but peck ki said we'll sleep together too-To me.. So i thought all 4 of us could have slept together but i guess we cant cos u're stubborn.u want it ur way.just the 3 of u..u cant be more accomodating..
i think u're a nice friend.u noe i love plants so u gave me that egg..but wad i want is more of a friend who could always be with me, help me, accept me.i can easily get any friends on the street who would be able to "supply" me with gifts.
And..u said u've changed.i think u've changed too..u kinda lost ur ability to be reasonable.to be flexible.u always think u're right like shuhuan..i used to think i was always right. but ever since i mixed with shuning.i've become more reasonable.more level-headed.i dont rush to conclusions(sometimes i still do.)..and i dont like it when u speak to me in the tone"ya.ya..we wrong okay?"-u're jus saying it but u dont mean it..i hate it.!u ppl shld jus get a life..

THe only ones left are shunning, qinyu, michelle(she has her BF), mun yee(she's not reallie bothered by such things) and I..
Blah blah(cant be named) doesnt like u anymore.
i think there's still hope..cos i reallie reallie reallie want this friendship to work still.i dont want to lose any of u..

Guilty..Not guilty..

2005-08-27T16:10:00.000+08:00

im feeling guilty for not feeling guilty at all..
Today, Shuning, peck ki and i went to the Concourse to buy some stuff. Shu ning bought 4 "picnic mats" wrapping papers and i bought 5 stones and a puzzle. All of us shared the cost for 20 nice party bags for $7.50, and 11 OHP markers for $5.. --actually..it was supposed to be 10 markers for $5..but we needed one more green marker..so we just took one more green marker and squeeze it in the box of the 10 green OHP markers....If we had bought the additional marker..it would have cost us..$6..and since we were quite broke and the markers were not of good quality..we did wad we did..--i noe im suppose to feel guilty cos this can be considered as stealing..but somehow i do not feel guilty at all..and im sorrie for not feeling that way.. I promise this will be the first and last time i will do such a thing..I AM REPENTANT!!=D..i will be good..

GOD FORGIVES ME!.=K--K-mouthed..

Delirious?

2005-08-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

"Rain down..all around the world is singing rain down!!""..muhahaha..Delirious? rocks!!!.=D.. They sound very contemporary..

hahax..my sister's trying to break..she's learning to breakdance..damn cool!!..i want to learn kickboxing..but i cant..cos of my bloody knees..but i noe i will soon..cos JESUS's gonna heal me..=D..!!

Today's blogging topic..:Stress..I cant believe i actually suffered from stress..boohoo..during the common test period..i suddenly started itching all over..i kept sratching but the itch wouldnt go away..then my lymph node swell up..the lymph node produces lymphocytes which produce antibodies to neutralise toxins in ur body..but there were no symptoms of any sicknesses or such..then my mother suspected that i was suffering from stress..she says tt's how i am whenever it was the examination period..she toked to it with Dr Lim and he prescibed "lexotant" and some other medicine to let my body and mind relax..--tt was how serious it was..and the nite before e maths and chinese..i couldnt sleep at all as my body was itching...i slept about 4..and i was supposed to wake up at 6..
Actually all the itching and such were all in my mind..but i jus dont realise it..my mother was such an encouragement to me..she told me to relax and pray to God..she said i had to be strong and not give the devil a chance to attack me..she told me to have faith..tt's wad i tried to do..but somehow whenever u're going through a problem u tend to be unable to focus on God..
Now as i am typing, i realised that wad we should do is not to focus on the problem but to focus on wad God can do..and whenever i encounter problems again..tt's what i will try to do even though it's difficult..im no longer stressed as the exams are over..i guessed i got so stressed up cos of all the competition in my class and cos i always had this "thing" to succeed..i dont reallie like failing but i can accept it lah..
At first, i was afraid to tell ppl and to blog about it..but then i thought going through the stress phase was quite an experience and ought to be shared..anyway..im trying to learn to take things easy when it comes to studies..Relax Fann..relax..tooloos..

I cracked the code for Kim possible!!..yayayayay..but i dont noe wad's the cable operator no..going to call starhub tml morning..=D

Loving life..ahahahax..i jus shut *e***n up..damn bad..but feels good to not have anyone irritating me.

yesterday.

2005-08-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday.
i went to MARINA SOUTH..with Keith, Peizhen, Shuhuan, Qinyu(boring face).,kenneth and timothy(steamO..)..it's was superkalofragelisticXpaladocious!!..super fun..and nice..the girls went for the adventure ride.--it was muddy and wet..damn cool..muhahaha..Our driver(for PZ and I)..was very pretty..but he's a guy..look a bit like a girl..the other soldiers said he was the best female driver..OHO...and the helmet was super heavy even for the big head of mine.. Imagine wad it's like for the soldiers who had to run with the helmet, gun and their attire..lolx..

THen all of us went to play something like "paint ball",,we used SAR-21..muhahaha..singapore "blah""blah"..21st century..damn thrilling..--not reallie..but it's not everyday that a girl get to hold and run around with a rifle.."im sua koo..".we get to shoot too..not real bullets lah..some laser thingy..
IT's jus reallie nice..it was an eye-opening experience for me..cos for all my 15 years on earth..i didnt see any military tankers or helicopters or missles--i dont noe how to spell..=D

YESterday.yesterday.......SATUrday..
I went to the Festival of Praise!!..it was reallie marvellous..super nice..we jumped,we sung, we praised GOD..i met Jillene..and we cut queue all the way..Ernie let us cut in before him and then we pushed our way to the front..and oh..i had a sad experience..i met Joel..i said hi..and he looked away in a bo chup manner..gosh..!i was shocked..why was he like tt??It jus saddens me.. he looked at me as though he didnt noe me..hiaz..we were frens since sec 1..and now.??..Qinyu and the rest said he changed...he didnt say hi to them too..wad a 'thing' to change..-forget ur frens-..
GET A LIFE.>END.

The blogging mood.

2005-07-22T16:07:00.000+08:00

The blogging mood:when a person is in the mood of blogging.And today..On 22.7.05, Fann is in the blogging mood..SWeEt..=D
Today was a sweet day.After school, i went to Macdonald's with Moonie!!--MUN YEE.My bestest friend.Mun yee's my primary school friend.I knew her since Pri 1??Her brother and her(she's a twin.!) were like the famous crying children in school.In P1, they will cry and the students around will turn and stare at them. In P1, i didnt cry at all.See, i was and am still a brave human being!!..i wasnt scared as Questal was a prefect and i noe that if anyone dared to bully me.they will die.i will beat them back and complain to Qq. Okay, back to moonie..We were in the same class starting from P3..but i didnt reallie noe her cos she was so quiet and i didnt noe wad to talk to her about.Then in P6, we sat together. I think i irritated her big time-i think tt's how u use it. lolx..but it was from then that a best friend relationship blossomed.=D..we shared a locker and i think it was kept quite neat cos of moonie. and i think im a neat freak..(not reallie lah..as compared to shu ning..i try to be neat.but it always turn out the other way.)Then we got posted to the same secondary school.--Tanjong Katong Sec..she had a 242 loh!!And she came to this school.could have gone to TKGS..weeehee..Mun yee's like my longest best friend..hahax..cos i always chase away a good friend/best friend..i think i lost 2 in total..i tell moonie everything except who i like and stuff..cos i dont think she will be interested..and i dont dare lah..cos liking someone is kinda stupid..and i like reallie like someone once in a blue moon..hehe.. Oh.and the thing is..i think sometimes i neglect moonie..i like to be in big groups( i go by.."the more the merrier") and i talk a lot..and when we are in big goups, i will talk to other ppl more..and also moonie will be very quiet.. she's the kind who talks more when there's like only her and another person..Moonie's my best friend cos she's very sweet and kind-hearted, cute..she also listens to me whenever i curse other ppl..and also my problems..and then she's my best friend cos i like her for who she is..she's real..she's natural..she doesnt act cute..doesnt write or speak with the addition of funny words like "worx","lehz","lorz".etc..which makes it difficult for ppl like me to understand..she helps me copy my work..hehe..moonie's my best friend and i wouldnt let anyone bully her..yay!!..
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This will be a reallie long blog cos im in the blogging mood..weehee!!..im a dying woman..oh yeah.!..everyone's dying..we can die at anytime, anywhere..we are humans, we only have 1 life. Death is waiting for us at the end of our journey on earth.Tooloos.=D..Then after that we will go either to heaven or to hell..i think it's reallie cool and interesting..think about it..i may just die tml..weehee..im not afraid to die..cos i noe where i will be after my time on earth as passed...some ppl actually like pay millions of dollars and when they die, their bodies get frozen.. The millions of dollars are funds for scientists and researchers to find a way to revive dead ppl..and when they've found the solution, they will revive these ppl and they get a second chance at living..lolx..i think it's stupid and i do not think that science is able to make a dead person come to life..Science enables us to clone animals to produce animals of the same premium quality as most normal animals are not as good as those in the past due to over domestication..--it makes sense..rite??lolx.and that's as far as science can bring us to..Even if u dont believe in religions and such, thinking in the the way of wadeva dimensions dont noe wad--like humans live in a either 2 or 3 or 1 dimension..while spirits live in either 2 or 1 or 3 dimension..tt's why they can see us but we cant see them..(i dont noe which dimension we're in and the dimension spirits are in..but i dont believe in this lah.this came from some ghost finders.researchers--i dont noe wad they're actually called..)once ur time is up, u wouldnt be exixting in this dimension anymore..well..wadeava it is, we are all dying..so we should live each day to its fullest..For me, im gonna live for God (and myself)..hehe..3 cheers for all the dying ppl in the world!!

WaH..

2005-07-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

this is boring..whenever school starts, i'll stop blogging..BECAUSE: 1. no time 2. i'll rather be sleeping....yadadadadadada..2nd week of school..and i've had so many quizes and tests.and i had my 'O' level oral reading and listening comprehension...the oral wasnt reallie great..the man had to help me..and the answers to the listening compre. were like so similar..so difficult to choose..but..Oh well..i tried my best..GOD BLESS ME>.=D

i need my sleep man..im like sleeping at 11 everyday loh..waking up at 6..in the day i feel as if my brain's half dead..and i'll keep opening my big mouth and try to take in as much oxygen as i can..but i still feel so "zombieish"..and when im able to take naps in the afternoon..they will be like small moments in heaven for me..so WOW..

Done with blogging..brain's not working..hands not moving..eyes are closing..im gonna sleep..
STUDY DAY TML..boohoo..

2005-06-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

Went to watch PCK on SATurday..lolx..PCK RULES!!..but the musical doesnt..hehe..the musical was only OKAEY..i think only a 6.5/10..i dont noe why the government praised it..maybe cos they sang "SINGAPURA..Oh Singapura.."..the musical wasnt as funny as i expected..i think i laugh like 4 times only..but GURMIT SINGH CAN SING MAN..lolx..and there was a live concert band playing all the music..cool..Gurmit singh can do the moonlight walk too..damn nice.. i think Irene ang had sore throat..Oooh..At the end of the concert..gurmit singh said "REmember, God loves u."..hehe..wow.!

NICE VIEW..=Pp

my boyf.

*yawn*

look at her irritated face..hehe..SCORE!!

we look spastic

hehehehehhe,the search for gold.

Quacker.Joannie.ME.Fiona-fifi.squeeze.=K.

zink!!..=G

2005-06-17T22:28:00.000+08:00

hehe..okay..apologies to all..my blog was super green the other time, it was bright green..and hard to read..but honestly..it looks reallie different on Joannies's laptop..it's reallie nice..the background is dark green with words like "i love mommy", "sailing is good!"..and there's this box at the top--it's green with cute little houses..it looks like the CITY OF TOWNSVILLE.. oh well..here's a totally new bloggie..GIRAFFE>.no crocodile..tt's why..

okay..back to MR EYE SPECIALIST>.hehe..he said the condition of my eye worsened..ya..i can feel it too..'cos i havent been putting my eye solution diligently...but i cannot help it..i jus cannot remember to put the eye solution..hiaz..he wanted to give me some eye cream..but i said:"NO!..i'll put the eye solution regularly.."--hehe.dont want to end up like AFICK--however do u spell his name?

SAD NEWS..:i cant do sports for 5 months..that's like almost for the rest of the year..im like super sad lah..i feel like im a paralysed human being..not being able to do sports means i cant go sailing..means i cant get my level one..means i cant take part in competitions..means my CCA points will be like damn shitty..means i cant be like wad DWIGHT wants me to me..='(.. im reallie reallie sad..but..im able to find comfort in JESUS..hahax..so im not feeling as sad as wad i'll "humanely" feel..i noe tt GOD has a plan for me..YAY!!.."I NOE THERE ARE BIGGER FISHIES OUT THERE!!"(only some ppl will get my point..lolx.)hehe..rite JOannie??..and rite Quaker??..
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i totally agree tt life without Jesus is a donut..hahax..But i have Jesus!!..He's with me, for me and in me!!..He filled up the hole..and so..losing like something tt is kinda major in my life wouldnt hurt as much as it supposingly would..and the something tt is kinda major in my life is made super innie winnie small when compared to JESUS..teehee..=]..see me smile..!!

"funny bunny wahaha..funny.teeheehee.."..DAVE THE BARBARIAN!!..(anyhow sing one..)

mooO..

2005-06-11T16:46:00.000+08:00

my eye is good..muhahaha..i still have to continue putting the eye solution...=pPp..

i was a walking hanger yesterday..i went to the market with my aunty..she was carrying PHOEBE..(my cousin's baby, my niece."Im an aunty!!.")..and Me? Carrying a mini bag with tissue paper, money and an umbrella inside..With a lot of other plastic bags.--IM STRONG!!.. muhahaha..i carried chickens, chicken feet, vegetables, tofu, beans.....etc..=D..WONDERFANN!!
It was nicee..and quite fun lah..

FANN FEELS SO CHEEIINA..i got a god brother?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?..up till now..i still cannot believe i actually have one..His name is WAN YI..-my junior--i dont like using junior..but if i dont use it..wad do i call him??He was sweet and had the decency to msg me to ask how was i..hehe..then he popped the question..hahax..IN MY MIND:..lolx..small boy lah..small boy..OKAY>>i will be ur god sis..--then FANN SAYS OKAY!!..yay..!..actually..i have another one too..called KELVIN or CALVIN..i dont noe how to spell his name..he's a TEY..im a TAY..our surname sounded the same, he's also my junior..then later dont noe how..we became "di di" and "zey zey"..LOL.. MUHAHAHAHA..IM CHEEEIINAAAA................ :'[

"blah..blah..blah..to the yellow nana groove"...I HATE THE MARIGOLD COW ADVERTISEMENT!!!!..mooo..booo..but i noe how to sing the song..except the middle part..hehe..

yuppie gummie fubbie.

2005-06-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

Hallejuah!!!!!!-Joannie taught me how to spell it..muhahaha..i was baptized by the Holy Spirit yesterday nite!!..WOW!!..it was so awesome!!..i spoke in tongue!!..it's SUPERKALOFRAGELISTICKAPPYXITIDOCIOUS..-Mary Poppins-i dont noe how to spell the ultra long word..MAHAW..I LOVE JESUS!!..

Gonna see the eye specialist again tml...the condition of my eye has improved so much!!..i noe the doctor will not, cannot inject my eyes..HE DARED NOT>.hahax..but he's reallie nice..GOOD DOCTOR.

wahahaha..im staying in a place where all the ppl are jus..FUNNY..Fiona's alarm rang today morning..and she was able to off it!!FIONA OFF HER HANDPHONE ALARM!!..When i was still awfully sick..Fiona didnt noe how to off it..
Morning..the sky's still dark.."Ring..Ring"-Fiona's alarm..She wakes up..press some buttons..and returns to sleep.."Ring..Ring"..Joanne says:CAN U TURN OFF UR ALARM?..Fiona presses some button and retuns to sleep.."RRrring..RRrring.."Joanne's alarm..HER TURN TO WAKE UP.She has to go to work."Ring..Ring"-Fiona's alarm..she press some buttons..WAKES UP, GRABS HER STUFF AND HEADS TO THE TOILET..she has to go to school.."Ring..Ring"-Fiona's alarm..again.. FANN WAKES UP..PRESSES THE RIGHT BUTTON..THE ALARM'S FINALLY OFF..WHO'S THE HUMAN WHO SUFFERS THE MOST????..
Fiona returns to the room after the bath..u look at her..and think about nothing but shooting and throwing bombs at her..

When u think about bombs, u think about Questal.."THROW BOMB!THROW BOMB!"..
END.-+

Pineapple!!!

2005-06-08T16:27:00.000+08:00

muhahaha..look at my all new..super cool and original blog skin!!...it's designed by my super sweet and smart cousin!!!--JOANNIE!!!!.yay!!3 cheers to her man!!..THANKS JOANNIE>>

HUMAN DICTIONARY!!--(of nice little ppl)>>not adults..family edition..
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Benjamin--my 17 yr young cousin!!..so big yet still so childish..hides behind walls and scare ppl half to death..enjoys being a seal..sliding on the floor at the swimming pool with Jonathan and Andrew..making us laugh like crazy..loves to watch HOTMAN 2.. like me..the jap girl's so cute..!!
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Cody--my little cousin.nice boy..so small and short but very funny..he has taste man!!..Told me a super big secret..and i told other ppl lah..(4 of them)..muhahaha..he didnt make me promise..but i made the other 4 promise..Must respect this small guy.
Collin Tan--Questal's bestie..such a 'gonger'..my NO. 1 fan..yay!!And we love to irritate Questie together..EVERYBODY loves collin.(he's like family..)
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Fiona--my 17 yr young cousin!!..funny girl who's super cho lor and proudly known as bao li nui(girl) wang..walk on the streets and if u hear someone calling siao zha bo..then u noe the person's calling her..while studying halfway..she'll tell u tt in Japan..their examination paper is the size of two A4 paper put together.. Fiona does the dumbest things.
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Joanne--joannie..My 20 yr young cousin!!..the designer of my blog..hehe..she's a lean, mean farting machine..lolx..she farts anywhere any time.(even in her sleep)....sister of Fiona..she's my role model!!..has this God-given, womanly strength..super responsible too..and she sleep talks.."jiu shi ne".damn funny!!She's very natural and cute..hehe.. Loves milo dinosaur and got cheated the other time at changi..paid $3.50 for one cup.lol..
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Louis--JAWS!!..eat so much and like crazy..eats kuay chap for breakfast at 8a.m?? Finish all the bread and green cakes for breakfast and for two mornings i wake up..finding myself with nothing to eat..lolx..Has the ability to finish a packet of chicken rice in like 3 mins.. TV freak..can stay in his room the whole day watching..says a lot of funny and dumb things..Big brother of joannie and fiona..Btw..he eats a lot but isnt fat..hahax..
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Pei Lin--she's gonna be part of the family soon..muhahaha..Louis's girlfriend..hehe..Reallie smart and funny..from Ngee Ann poly too..yay!!..all of us jus like her..=D
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Questal--quack...yay!!Very pretty ar..=D..nice to irritate too..muhahaha..she was super fierce last time..raging ball of fire..but now..so sweet and demure..--my foot ar!!lolx.. She isnt as fierce anymore..wahaha..Stupid vain girl..hehe..but she teaches maths to me..Great help to me too..she always sings "im a slave for u" to me..=PpP.. .(3 'to me's)..She is like a pearl in an oyster..so cheap..made of sand..ahahaha..no.no..she's a can of abalone in a sea of cans of topshell..: ]..she's a wonderful gift tt God gave to me..Aww..She's my sister!!

My msg to JOYCELYN:
hey..im so touched to see my name in ur blog..and it was enlarged..so ur name's enlarged over here too!!hahax..sorrie i wasnt able to stay long at the party..:'[..weeeheee..OPEN UP UR HEART DARLING>..Forgiveness is the key to end the saga..Once u take the first move..others will follow..i noe it's hard..but let's try to put the bad stuff behind.the past aint e impt thing..No point in making her life miserable rite?-->in class..the whole class's gonna start and continue to hate her unless u make the first move..then they'll see tt " hey..even joyce's( the one tt's truly affected and shakened) able to forgive her..then surely im able to have a big heart like her and give the kiddo a chance"..(u, joanne and gang are the influential ones in class)-u get my point?? And im very sure ppl will respect u even more( i noe i will..hahax..) 'cos of the simple fact tt u're willing to forgive the person who has done the worst any teenage human girl could have done to a friend who was once dear to her until stupidity and maybe a wee bit of jealousy stepped in.. And im even more sure tt ur daddy above wouldnt want to see his daughter hating another one of his child..He loves everyone (even the 'bitchiest') and it'll definitely hurt him to see one hating and another hurting..--u get me rite??..
All in all..i hope u get my msg..the whole entire world may tell u this and that..but at the end of the day..it's still u..wadeva it is..i'll still respect ur views.. Fann:0]

THE JIA EN SAGA!!

2005-06-01T13:28:00.000+08:00

THE JIA EN SAGA!!..so much has happpened during my two weeks absence from school..found out a whole load of stuff from shuhuan, peizhen and shu ning yesterday..and from reading multiple blogs..lolx..Everything's so drama.Simple stuff made complicated.It's like star wars..
Seriously..i cant help but laugh at the whole issue.. my goodie frens somehow got themselves involved in this totally-not-related-to-them-in-any-way thingy and i think they kinda complicate matters..i noe they jus wanna help and stand up for jia en..but i think the way tt they're doing it is so wrong..--bad--
hiaz..at the end of the day..i kinda think both party's at fault..lolx..but i like joanne..she's jus a funny, opinionated girl who cant help but shoot her mouth off at times..:O..
Soultion to the problem: Ask George Lucas to write a wonderful ending.

END.

eyetea..=D

2005-05-29T14:40:00.000+08:00

muhahaha!!im fine!im fine!im fine!..NO MORE FEVER!!=D..but suay..now have sore eyes!!--> wad e...hehe..WAD THE!!..(i do not use vulgarities anymore..im a changed person.)
got better when i went to see the chinese physician instead..SINSEH!!!..wahahaa..i went to the hospital on 21st may..so cool...'cos i've never been to e hospital cos of me..-u get my point? --uh..i usually go to the hospital for visiting..lolx...i sound dumb..guess the fever must have burnt up all my brain cells!!..argHh!!im an empty shell..-knock knock-

Fever's gone..but MR SORE EYE'S HERE TO VISIT!!..--my first time..i went to the chinese physician again..SINSEH!!..she gave me some lotion..and more medicine..(i hate eating medicine!!!BUAH..)ooOoh..and some never-before-heard advice.. BOil some tea..let it cool..soak a cotten wool with e tea..and put it on the eye..WOW~!!....another one..u noe we always boil chrysanthemum with water and rock sugar to get chrysanthemum tea??but the correct way is to boil the water with the rock sugar..and then pour the piping hot sugar solution over the chrysanthemum..let it cool..then u get the chrysanthemum tea tt doesnt have all the good stuff boiled till they're gone..cos at the end of the day..chrysanthemum is the key ingredient in chrysanthemum tea..and the chrysanthemum is the one tt provides the tea with the good and useful stuff..=D....

i feel like ETHAN CRAFT(did i spell correctly?) from Lizzie Mcguire..
FANN'S A CHEF..=K--K mouthed!!..cool!!

vomit

2005-05-19T15:07:00.000+08:00

eEE..k.i vomited early in the morning today.so disgusting..='(

i have no idea wad to blog..'cos i never did anything today except eat, sleep, and using the computer...
oOoh..i've not attended sch for a week..and Miss Ang called today..interupting my beauty sleep..hehe..i cant rmb wad she said..

No interesting ppl online to tok to..bunch of boring ppl..
END..

sick..='(

2005-05-17T11:18:00.000+08:00

EEEEEEEk..im sick..im sick..im sick..
i hate being sick.'cos i hate eating medicine..so big and difficult to swallow..i prefer syrups..
im going to get well soon..It sucks having to stay home all day..lying down..swallowing large stupid pills..jus waiting for time to pass..i feel like a zombie..

Can anyone tell me who won survivor pulao-is tt how u spell it??..lolx..i love this reality show..=D But i didnt stay up till 11 to watch the reunion..i watched the 7.30-9.30 finale(which didnt reveal who won..).sad case..i hope TOM wins..not KATHY>.hehe..

gosh..i did badly for my mid-year examinations..the results are hopeless..but nvm..try harder for end-of-year..U reap wad u sow..=) im going to work harder for chinese..siting for the 'O' level
examination at the end of the year..i only got a 59/100...dont dare to tell my mother..hiaz...my A maths not any betta..i got only 58/100..='(..Reallie sad case..

i love MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE...i think they are reallie cool..hahax..their songs are nice..i watched the MTV of helena..and there's this ballerina dancing..i thot the black laces(i think tt's wad they're called) were chest hair..but the video is artistic--from Q..agreed by moi..=PpP..

im alone at home..going to watch tv..for the past few days..my routine seems to be watching tv..eat..sleep..bathe--i hate bathing..it's a total waste of time..

BoRINg..

2005-05-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

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okies..tt felt good..=D
today is a boring day..a boring day...i have nothing to do!! And im too lazy to go anywhere.......
zzzzzzzzzzzzz..
im blogging today..yay!!i wanted to blog on sat..but in the end never lah..
SAT.was a great day man..we went to our AH MA's hse..and played like crazy..."I PLAYED TOUCH RUGBY!!"....we went back to the good old times..

yay!!i can go back to sailing(used as a noun here..can rite??lolx..)..my knees are fine..=D

im sian..dont want to blog liao..END..

3 dots.

2005-03-16T17:59:00.000+08:00

FANN RULES!FANN ROCKS!FANN!FANN!NO.1!!!...weeEE...it's been a month and few days since i last blogged..hi SHU NING!!..--if u're reading lah..u're the only human whose my age who noes my blog..proud of urself??hehe... im so happy, im so glad that i have u, now that u're leaving, and thank u means merci, merci..my little way of saying thanks, merci, for me and u.-- nice song..=D At least i think the song goes this way..

Loads of things happened during this one month and few days...hehe...i got 3rd in the whole level for our TK annual road run!!YAY!! i was super happy..cos it's my second trophy..my mother never allowed me to take part in sports day in primary school..so..it's only from sec 2 onwards that i took part in sports day(my first in 13 yrs and few months of living on earth)..Sec 1..SARS period..no sports day...hehe... i never expected to get 3rd..i was thinking tt if i got top 15..i would be contented.. so..PRAISE THE LORD...YAYNESS TO JESUS!!..

Oooh..i also had my first sec 3 common test during the period of my absence from www.blogger.com. =D i didnt do too well but nvm..just continue to work hard.. see..i've learnt to take things easy........STORY: At the starting of my sec 3 life..i felt kinda stressed up...so much homework..and the teaching pace was so fast..my classmates were/are so smart..--man!the competition.. hahax..so after days of crying, advising from my sister, many prayers to the Lord.. i've decided.."That's it man!! Im gonna take control of my life!! No longer am i gonna be a loser!"
From then on..i lived life one day at a time..i couldnt care less wad tml brings... And also, who i shld be competing with is myself..and not my fellow classmates..hahax..tt's why it didnt matter if i didnt do well for the common test this time, im not sad..there's always a next time..weeeEE...i've become wiser..=0)

Eat banana..ShuNing..The green thing is history..yay!!Thanks man!!

2A

2005-02-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

Wad e?!?Play the music and never on the speaker??Hahax..how dumb...

04.2.05--Look at the date!! When was the last time i blogged??? Blame it on the school..so much homework..and tests..tests..and more tests..STRESS!!!!(Now i have a pimple on my chin..lolx..) I love 2A'04 man..dont like 3A..bunch of boring ppl....k lah..there's a few outgoing ones..but the class isnt noisy..NO LIFE...and tt Miss Ang..too much ar..always punish me..never bring books.. Forever standing during her class..but i think she's a good teacher lah..but i dont reallie like her.. =Must change my attitude towards her..=

OOHOo..i got into dance..for the "Learn a new skill project" in my school..hahax..actually it's character education lah...but it's like we are suppose to learn something new..pick a new skill.. i dont reallie noe wad the title of the project is lah..any how name one..

i like eggs..

No shopping day..

2005-01-21T14:26:00.000+08:00

hiaz..it's a public holiday..i shldnt be home at all loh..i was supposed to accompany Qinyu and Jia En for shopping..but they told me their going to Junction 8..tt place is so far..and it's not any different from tampines mall..rite??

yesterday..i got punished again!! But this time..by my chemistry teacher..MRS CHEE!! i didnt complete my homework..hehe..and i had to stand for two full periods..again..and i stood up all the way..why??Cos i respected her..not tt i dont respect Miss Ang lah..lolx..

i have zero things to do..and i dont want to do homework..im feeling restless..no mood to do homework..

The Green Thing(TGT) is such an idiot..Say want to say something..but in the end never say.. such a sissified mummy!!

I dont noe wad to do..BORING!!

Disappointment...

2005-01-19T19:16:00.000+08:00

It's a sad sad day..."Disappointment!!" i didnt go canoeing..i didnt go for the 2nd debate selections..hiaz..it so happens tt the debate selections was changed to wednesday..i decided to go for canoeing..but i had an after-school test and i rushed off to Bedok Reservoir...however.. i was too late..cannot canoe..sad sad man..='( DISAPPOINTMENT!!!! Arrgh!!..lolx..Mrs Chee said i was cute..weeEE..she's so "yo..treat me like ur fren dude" kind rite?? And i was punished..i forgot to bring Bio Theory Wb and i had to stand for two full periods???Im like so tired liao..and i have to stand???But it was okay lah..last ten minutes..i sat down..and i also sat down a few times during the 'punishment period'..hehe... YAY!!NO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY!!! "And yes..i composed a new song..it's a Christian song..hehe.." So cool rite??The whole song's made up of 'Shout''What?''Hallelujah'..hahax..simple but nice okay?? im a music prodigy..hehe..CIAO..-- girly..sexy way of saying bye!!=D..ALL SMILES NOW..

YAY!!

2005-01-14T18:48:00.000+08:00

Shout 'F'-'A'-'N'-'N'..yay!!THE FANN IS IN DA HOUSE!!weeEE...eE!!hahax..(trying to sound cool..) WOW..it's been a reallie long time since i blogged..have been reallie busy with school...all tt homework..hahax..but so far..i've been able to hold on...no mental breakdown yet..lolx..wanna noe why??hehe..cos.."HE's for me..with me..and in me"..AMEN TO TT!! =D

I love my Chemistry teacher to bits!!YAY!!She's another of my role model..hehe..she's reallie cool one okay??hahax..she's reallie funny..teach well..speak like Jonathan..and yay!! im the Chem. rep...but tt joel has been stealing all my jobs...u see..there's 2 Chem. rep..a girl(me) and a boy..and she asked."so who's my chem. rep..."..and i forgot to raise my hand...and joel's been stealing my jobs..so heartbroken man..but today..hehe...Shuning and Hui Jin(new friend) went to her and told her i was her chem. rep too..and tt joel..too much for him to handle..and he came up to me for help..ahahaha..and i made him say "please"..YAY!!!Fann's great rite???

oOh yeh..got into the 2nd selections for debate..(Thank GOD!!)..going for it on monday..hehe.. i hope i get in..if cannot get in..then nvm..not GOD's will for me...but still..would reallie like to get in..talking's my forte..(is this correct?)..hehe..

Have u tried the new TWISTER FRIES??And the PROSPERITY Burger at Macdonald's?? I love the TWISTER FRIES man..but the burger..okay only lah..tender beef..=)

Went sailing today..and the wind was super strong..so we sailed two in one boat..but it was still crap..Kevin and i sat on the same side...but the boat was still heeling..and we were screaming..hahax.. but it was quite fun lah..i sailed with "Jelline" too..but after two capsize..she couldnt take it..so she changed with Kevin..Im going canoeing on wednesday!!YAY!!

The last day..

2004-12-31T21:05:00.000+08:00

2004 is ending..real soon..and reallie sadly..tt awful tsunami destroyed so many lives..caused so much sorrow and pain..='(..haiz..but wad to do??All tt's happened has already happened..jus gotta accept it..help in wadeva ways u can--one way is to pray!!YAY!!...i believe God has a reason for letting this happen...=)His ways are above our ways..hehe..

Today..i went to our(2A'04) class last gathering..but not our whole class went..hahax..so i dont think it can be considered a class gathering.?We played ping pong..and basketball..my ping pong skills have improved!!YAY!!Then for dinner..we went to KFC..(my third time eating this week..hehe..) and i got chilli sauce in my hair..it dried up and was super sticky..and i jus got my hair cut loh..wah...but it was reallie funny..

Actually..i dont quite want 2004 to go..it has been a reallie great year..but i cant do anything to stop..the clock is ticking..and it's time to move on..to a new year..2005..i dont have a crystal ball so i cant tell the future..but i noe it's gonna be an exciting year!!COME WAD MAY..=Ppp.. See.. only a mature person like me is able to say such profound things..im turning 15 in 2005!!

Lousy People.

2004-12-25T20:40:00.000+08:00

It's Christmas!!Lala..i went to my Ah ma's hse for dinner..=D.Nice food..Nice drinks..Awful soup..Lousy ppl..--"Bleh!!U think u big u big ar?Actually ar..i not angry with u lah..but ar..the other time u also like tt..facial expression like bulldog..so i not happy lah..u noe..u cannot like tt one..ppl havent say finish then u 'po kou da ma'..but since u are older..i respect u..but it's just cos u're older..(u have nothing tt's deserving of my respect man)..Sorrie for being like tt ar..but i need to 'fa xie'.." Wahahaha.i sound so mean.`_' (mean face)..but i noe i shldnt be like tt lah.. It's Christmas..time of giving..sharing.. and forgiveness..weeeE..e.. anyway..i've also learnt my lesson..Next time ar..i wont tok to the person..the person tok to me then i tok..i dont want to see the bulldog face and be mean..YAY!!

Yesterday was betta than today..we were at our aunty's hse and had a wonderful dinner..then we exchanged presents..i got a pink colour towel..pink is so my colour..NOT!!..My cousin got the green one..=' ( But nvm lah..im thankful for the gift..hehe..

Christmas..3 great things:
-My father went to church..yay!
-My friends are coming to my church..26/12
-Aunty and Joanne..(mother and daughter) are able to get back
together..Finally after a super long cold war..
HEHE..ISNT GOD GREAT?!?NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH GOD!!YAY!!REJOICE!

i jus want to blog.

2004-12-24T11:15:00.000+08:00

EEEEEeeee..i cannot insert a picture..i wanted to put Maria Sharapova's picture..She's so nice hor?Very tall..great figure..and best of all..good in tennis..She won Serena Williams in Wimbledon..She's also my role model..(i jus learnt tt this word is not hyphenated..hehe..)I want to be as tall as her!!She's admirable man..she's able to achieve so much at the age of 17..so wow!! Date:24 December..Christmas Eve!!Merry Christmas Eve to all out there!!=D i jus came home from school..i went there to buy books..hehe..i didnt expect so many ppl..the queue was super long...so there's only one thing to do.."cut queue lah!"..and i did lah..im a 'pro queue-cutter'.. Actually i havent done much today yet..but i jus wanted to blog..cos i "jiak pa bo sai bang"..it's hokkien..very crude..so to all the little children..dont learn..it's no good..i want to say one more last thing..before i go take a nap..i watched "The Bachelor" last nite!!Very exciting..i think i'll follow every episode of this season of "The Bachelor"..hehe..another weird sentence..i noe something's wrong some where..but i cant spot the mistake..

Split butt.

2004-12-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

eEEe..Haaa..woke up at 10.00 today..met up with Shuhuan..Shu Ning..Qinyu and Jia En..and we went roller blading..YAY!!..lolx..it's my second time blading..=D..we bladed to the Bedok Jetty.. Up and down many slopes..and i fell on my butt for dont noe how many times loh..but it was very fun..i did a half split..weeEE..e..and i saw..VANESSA!!--man..i like her loh..she's super nice..and i think she's pretty..she's my role-model..but there's alot of ppl out there who's also my role-model lah..so i have many role-models..hehe..and i drank coconut juice..from a coconut..and ate rojak..and also a filet-o-fish meal...Oh ya..i ate curry fish head for dinner yesterday..and when we(Me.Father.Father's Fren) were almost finishing..i found a cockroach..so yuck rite?? But it was a baby one lah..so no food poisoning..and..IM ALIVE!!YAY!!

Is this title thing complusory?

2004-12-20T18:07:00.000+08:00

Yay!!Finally..it's done..the blog's done..weee.Ee..i like it..cos it's simple..and GREEN..--colour of creativity..but..the links are not working..(nvm..ONE DAY..they will work..i can feel it..).. A blog is an online diary..so let's see..wad did i do today??..i woke up at 1 plus plus..ate my lunch..watched a tennis match..and then blogged for the very first time(yay!)..so up till now..tt's about all i've done..i'll probably be watching tv from 7 to 10..then be sleeping by the time the clock strikes 11..THE END..i think blogging is actually u toking to urself..unless ppl reads it lah..-- the sentence doesnt seem to make much sense..but i like it..so im leaving it there..weeE.e..im going to bathe now..sian..i hate bathing..i think it's a waste of time..but wad to do???